like i said, i often forget this and self-doubt a lot, i am 26 to be 27 and i can't count how many times i cried by myself in my bed hiding the fact that i was crying, or hiding away my unhappiness from family and friends, that (sadly) is something i do way too often, but i keep telling myself that at least i'm not as miserable as i was four years ago, that i am working on my happiness and what i want to do.Īnd honestly, i have no idea what career/job i want to have, i decided my new major because it was something that interested me and i ended up growing to love it, and i am currently unemployed which makes things a bit grim, but like i said, i'm just glad that i'm not in despair and hating everything in my life, and hoping that someday, somehow, the puzzle will fit and i'll find my path. I learned something, that i have so keep reminding myself of as even i tend to ignore it too much, is that it is okay to 'fail' and to not be a huge success, that our lives shouldn't be based by others and we shouldn't use other's as parameters to which way to lead our paths, but we should find something that we enjoy, that makes us happy, even if a little, and keep on going. it may not be the path for you, but perhaps it’s something that will open your path, it is something you have interest, so you will incorporate that knowledge in your life and it will be helpful somehow. Honestly, my words may seem empty and the typical cliché, but things will be better, you are on your way to find your path.
I changed majors pretty much for the same reason, change movie to journalism. on my new major people think i already have graduated one course and i am afraid to tell anyone the truth :/ i dunno if i feel better, i still feel like i havent receovered from the slump. i keep on seeing old classmates posting pics from graduations and im just sitting here sad. like you said, people are younger and everyone my age already is ahead in life. i am on coaching course, its interesting but i dont feel like its job for me. I re-entered uni half a year ago, it is still hard. so in the end i quit, packed my back and went back to my parents. in the following year failed it once more. i had to repeat a year to take that subject again and. on my second year i failed an important subject and felt into a slump. it was a bad idea, i hated it and the industry is dirty and man-dominated. my brother is a movie director and he suggested me to try movie production. originally after graduating high school i planned to take a gap year or something, but my family insisted. i felt miserable on my old major, i switched last october. About Press Copyright Contact us Creators Advertise Developers Terms Privacy Policy & Safety How YouTube works Test new features Press Copyright Contact us Creators. Thanks for reading our recap of A Teacher season 1, episode 8.I was supposed to gradute last year. The next morning, Claire tearfully leaves Nate and Lisa’s house to go and stay with her dad. It’s almost as if this is dawning on her in the moment for the very first time, and she forces him to leave, instructing him to just be a kid. (She’s only been in prison for six months, by the way, but her probation is five years.) Eric, true to form, thinks they can just pick up where they left off, but Claire tells him what they had wasn’t love. Nobody seems willing to listen.Įxcept, obviously, Eric - I suppose it works as a morbid joke that Eric turns up in the very next scene, two episodes of separation obviously being too much to endure. The Story: At a Korean school named Yosan High, a regular high school homeroom teacher has an accident and so a new Teacher is hired (or was he hired he seems. Who’s fault is this? According to Claire, who argues with Nate about it after Lisa is openly salty about her being sat at the dinner table, it’s Eric’s, or her childhood’s, or Matt’s, or someone’s, anyone’s other than hers.